When Jesus was about to leave he told his disciples that they would not see him for a short while (John 13:33). Peter could not understand why he couldn’t come with Jesus. He did not wish to wait for Jesus to return (John 13:36).
There have been many times in my life when I could not spiritually see Jesus. It felt like he had gone away. I too did not wish to wait to see him. I wanted to see what he was doing in my circumstance.
The truth is waiting increases our character (James 1:1-4).